A MICRO-DOSING JOURNAL 001
A MICRO-DOSING JOURNAL 002
A MICRO-DOSING JOURNAL 003
GROWING
HARVESTING
DRYING
MAGIC TRUFFLES BLOG POST
A MICRO-DOSING JOURNAL 002
A MICRO-DOSING JOURNAL 003
GROWING
HARVESTING
DRYING
MAGIC TRUFFLES BLOG POST
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"The fungus in these experiments showed spatial recognition, memory and intelligence. It’s a conscious organism."
Psilocybin Therapy Still Benefits People With Depression One Year After Treatment, Study Finds
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"The fungus in these experiments showed spatial recognition, memory and intelligence. It’s a conscious organism."
Psilocybin Therapy Still Benefits People With Depression One Year After Treatment, Study Finds
ECOVATIVE
https://www.ecovative.com/pages/mycelium-101#
Mycelium Power: Expand your business in the manner of Mushrooms
https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/mycelium-power-expand-your-business-manner-mushrooms-suriel
Juan Kanty Suriel
Marketing Energy Management
In the business world, growth is the elixir that keeps companies thriving. The quest for expansion often leads businesses down the path of mergers, acquisitions, and aggressive marketing campaigns. However, there exists a fascinating metaphor that offers a fresh perspective on achieving organic growth. Enter the world of mushrooms, where these humble fungi can show us the path to innovative growth strategies. They have mastered the art of expanding organically, harnessing the power of mycelium to flourish and thrive. The approach of mushrooms to growth can serve as a creative blueprint for organic expansion in the corporate landscape. Prepare to be intrigued as we explore the ways in which companies can expand organically, drawing inspiration from the remarkable world of mushrooms.
Just like mushrooms emerge from the depths of the forest, companies can employ ingenious strategies to spread their roots and seize opportunities. Mushrooms rely on a vast underground network of thread-like structures called mycelia. This vast network of interwoven mycelium silently connects mushrooms, exchanging nutrients and information. Similarly, companies can foster growth by building strong networks and collaborations. Companies can build strong relationships with their stakeholders, such as suppliers, distributors, partners, employees, and customers. Partnering with complementary businesses and industry experts can unlock new avenues for expansion. Consider the partnership between Tesla and Panasonic, where the former's electric vehicle expertise combined with the latter's battery technology prowess resulted in groundbreaking advancements in sustainable transportation. By cultivating a mycelium-like network, companies can tap into shared resources, expertise, and customer bases, enhancing their chances of thriving in a competitive market.
Another common way for mushrooms to grow is by producing spores. Spores are reproductive cells that can travel long distances by air or water. They can germinate and form new mushrooms when they land on a suitable surface. This strategy allows mushrooms to colonize new areas and diversify their genetic pool. Correspondingly, companies can expand organically by creating new products or services that can reach new customers or markets. By innovating and offering something different or better than their competitors, companies can attract more attention and generate more revenue. Just as spores give rise to new mushroom colonies, innovative ideas can germinate into fresh product lines and business models. Take the example of Google, whose "20% time" policy allowed employees to dedicate a portion of their workweek to personal projects, resulting in game-changing innovations like Gmail, Google News and Google Maps.
Mushrooms exhibit an astonishing array of shapes, sizes, and flavors, with each species catering to a unique ecological niche. In like manner, companies can leverage diversification as a growth strategy. They can explore new markets, expand product lines, or venture into related industries. Amazon is a prime example of diversification, evolving from an online bookstore to a global powerhouse offering a wide range of products and services. Embracing the mushroom's versatility can improve the ability of your company to adapt and thrive in diverse environments. Adapting to market trends, consumer preferences, and emerging technologies is crucial for long-term success. Netflix's evolution from a DVD rental service to a global streaming giant is a testament to their ability to adapt and cater to the changing landscape of media consumption.
When you study the tactics mushrooms use, it seems as if they “know” how to take advantage of favorable conditions for growth and reproduction. They can sense when there is enough moisture, temperature, light, and nutrients in the environment and respond accordingly. They can also exploit gaps in the substrate or canopy to reach new areas or sources of food. Similarly, companies can make the most of the opportunities that arise in the market. They can also identify gaps or niches in the customer demand or competitive landscape and fill them with their offerings. Consider the case of Apple, whose relentless pursuit of groundbreaking technologies like the iPhone and the iPad transformed the tech landscape and propelled them to new heights.
Another trait that makes mushrooms amazing is their sense of timing. They are aware of when is the best time to scale up their production. They also “know” when to slow down or stop completely. They respond to environmental cues, such as temperature, humidity, light, and carbon dioxide levels. They use those signals to “decide” when the optimal conditions for fruiting are present. They also monitor their internal cues, such as nutrient availability and their energy levels to assess their readiness for fruiting. That process offers a valuable lesson for companies that desire to scale up their operations. If they want to succeed, they must analyze the internal and external cues that show whether they are ready to expand or not. Some of the factors to take into account are a good product-market fit, a loyal customer base, a sustainable business model, and a scalable infrastructure. When all these factors are present, then it’s the right time to expand.
Exploring the captivating growth strategies of mushrooms offers some interesting insights that can help companies to expand organically. As we unravel their remarkable growth strategies, it becomes evident that companies can draw inspiration from them. Just as mushrooms flourish by taking advantage of their mycelia and spores, businesses can thrive by harnessing the power of organic growth strategies. The famous mycologist Paul Stamets once described mycelium as “Earth’s natural internet”. Perhaps it is time for companies to tap into this network of wisdom and inspiration. Let your business flourish like mushrooms in the forest of possibilities!
https://www.ecovative.com/pages/mycelium-101#
Mycelium Power: Expand your business in the manner of Mushrooms
https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/mycelium-power-expand-your-business-manner-mushrooms-suriel
Juan Kanty Suriel
Marketing Energy Management
In the business world, growth is the elixir that keeps companies thriving. The quest for expansion often leads businesses down the path of mergers, acquisitions, and aggressive marketing campaigns. However, there exists a fascinating metaphor that offers a fresh perspective on achieving organic growth. Enter the world of mushrooms, where these humble fungi can show us the path to innovative growth strategies. They have mastered the art of expanding organically, harnessing the power of mycelium to flourish and thrive. The approach of mushrooms to growth can serve as a creative blueprint for organic expansion in the corporate landscape. Prepare to be intrigued as we explore the ways in which companies can expand organically, drawing inspiration from the remarkable world of mushrooms.
Just like mushrooms emerge from the depths of the forest, companies can employ ingenious strategies to spread their roots and seize opportunities. Mushrooms rely on a vast underground network of thread-like structures called mycelia. This vast network of interwoven mycelium silently connects mushrooms, exchanging nutrients and information. Similarly, companies can foster growth by building strong networks and collaborations. Companies can build strong relationships with their stakeholders, such as suppliers, distributors, partners, employees, and customers. Partnering with complementary businesses and industry experts can unlock new avenues for expansion. Consider the partnership between Tesla and Panasonic, where the former's electric vehicle expertise combined with the latter's battery technology prowess resulted in groundbreaking advancements in sustainable transportation. By cultivating a mycelium-like network, companies can tap into shared resources, expertise, and customer bases, enhancing their chances of thriving in a competitive market.
Another common way for mushrooms to grow is by producing spores. Spores are reproductive cells that can travel long distances by air or water. They can germinate and form new mushrooms when they land on a suitable surface. This strategy allows mushrooms to colonize new areas and diversify their genetic pool. Correspondingly, companies can expand organically by creating new products or services that can reach new customers or markets. By innovating and offering something different or better than their competitors, companies can attract more attention and generate more revenue. Just as spores give rise to new mushroom colonies, innovative ideas can germinate into fresh product lines and business models. Take the example of Google, whose "20% time" policy allowed employees to dedicate a portion of their workweek to personal projects, resulting in game-changing innovations like Gmail, Google News and Google Maps.
Mushrooms exhibit an astonishing array of shapes, sizes, and flavors, with each species catering to a unique ecological niche. In like manner, companies can leverage diversification as a growth strategy. They can explore new markets, expand product lines, or venture into related industries. Amazon is a prime example of diversification, evolving from an online bookstore to a global powerhouse offering a wide range of products and services. Embracing the mushroom's versatility can improve the ability of your company to adapt and thrive in diverse environments. Adapting to market trends, consumer preferences, and emerging technologies is crucial for long-term success. Netflix's evolution from a DVD rental service to a global streaming giant is a testament to their ability to adapt and cater to the changing landscape of media consumption.
When you study the tactics mushrooms use, it seems as if they “know” how to take advantage of favorable conditions for growth and reproduction. They can sense when there is enough moisture, temperature, light, and nutrients in the environment and respond accordingly. They can also exploit gaps in the substrate or canopy to reach new areas or sources of food. Similarly, companies can make the most of the opportunities that arise in the market. They can also identify gaps or niches in the customer demand or competitive landscape and fill them with their offerings. Consider the case of Apple, whose relentless pursuit of groundbreaking technologies like the iPhone and the iPad transformed the tech landscape and propelled them to new heights.
Another trait that makes mushrooms amazing is their sense of timing. They are aware of when is the best time to scale up their production. They also “know” when to slow down or stop completely. They respond to environmental cues, such as temperature, humidity, light, and carbon dioxide levels. They use those signals to “decide” when the optimal conditions for fruiting are present. They also monitor their internal cues, such as nutrient availability and their energy levels to assess their readiness for fruiting. That process offers a valuable lesson for companies that desire to scale up their operations. If they want to succeed, they must analyze the internal and external cues that show whether they are ready to expand or not. Some of the factors to take into account are a good product-market fit, a loyal customer base, a sustainable business model, and a scalable infrastructure. When all these factors are present, then it’s the right time to expand.
Exploring the captivating growth strategies of mushrooms offers some interesting insights that can help companies to expand organically. As we unravel their remarkable growth strategies, it becomes evident that companies can draw inspiration from them. Just as mushrooms flourish by taking advantage of their mycelia and spores, businesses can thrive by harnessing the power of organic growth strategies. The famous mycologist Paul Stamets once described mycelium as “Earth’s natural internet”. Perhaps it is time for companies to tap into this network of wisdom and inspiration. Let your business flourish like mushrooms in the forest of possibilities!
A MICRO-DOSING JOURNAL 001
https://www.wholehuman.emanatepresence.com/blog/truffles
Number: 1
Date: Tuesday, February 8, 2022
Time: 7:56 a.m.
Dosage: .34 gram, chewed, on empty stomach
INTENTION: Today I relinquish and release all dualistic thoughts and behavior patterns in me, to the Unity of human and divine.
EVENTS: Walked to freguesia for certificate of residence.
3 p.m. Azores time: Workshop with Djai Baaten. Especially related to "higher psychological flexibility; patterns get loosened up; easier to do things in a different way; listen to feelings."
NOTES: Feel uplifted, good energy, stable. Pleasant warmth in my body all day.
Afterwards: Took a half spoon of kratom about 8 p.m., so 12 hours after truffles, and didn't have strong symptoms but just didn't feel well with it. Had puffy face in the morning, but that could be caused by other things.
Number: 2
Date: Thursday, February 10, 2022
Time: 7:11 a.m.
Dosage: .41 gram
INTENTION: Today I expand my capacity for human relationships by increasing and improving my felt emotional connection with myself and with my partner.
NOTES: At the end of Djai's workshop, I asked if he had experience with persons on the Autism Spectrum, with Asperger's like me. I told him I'd like to feel more emotional connection.
Number: 3
Date: Saturday, February 12, 2022
Time: 7:08 a.m.
Dosage: .53 gram
INTENTION: Today I loosen up rigid or stuck psychological and physical stiffness in me, and allow myself to respond and relate in a more relaxed, natural, fluid and authentic way.
NOTES: The effects of the truffles were very subtle today, and barely noticeable. I felt well, was aware at times of a pleasant warmth in my body, and for the past two nights have had nice dreams of friendly people helping each other.
Number: 4
Date: Monday, February 14, 2022
Time: 5:01
Dosage: .63 gram
INTENTION: I loosen up my psychological processes, to be more relaxed, natural, authentic, and fluid.
NOTES: Surprisingly, effects are less noticeable. It was a challenging day, perhaps I felt more stable and present than would have otherwise. Each day after truffles has seemed slightly elevated also, a little more adaptable. My dreams of the night have been unusual during this time of microdosing, still filled with friendly people helping each other. Tomorrow I go for 1 gram.
In the early morning hours, these words came to me:
• Perception of apparent boundaries separates me from AllThatIs in an illusion of self identity.
• Allowing apparent boundaries to soften in my perception opens the way to experience myself as AllThatIs, the non-separation of self and other.
• My devotion is towards the Unity of human and being.
• Meaning is a human value. Being has no meaning.
• The non-place of Being is the Void of pure potential.
• A decentralized human lives from an open Source ecosystem of One Being.
• Loosening stuck and rigid patterns enables me to be more relaxed, natural, authentic and fluid.
Number: 5
Date: Wednesday, February 16, 2022
Time: About 5 a.m.
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: I allow apparent boundaries to soften in my perception and experience myself as AllThatIs.
NOTES: Yesterday was the last of the kratom, less than half a small spoon. Hiked up to the main road, took bus to Horta, good steps towards residency. Legs feel pain but it's not as tough as anticipated. I'm glad to be getting off kratom, and it makes a nice transition to the truffles.
In this fifth hour of the morning, the sky has not yet lightened, and the February wind blows chill across the Azorean island. Under the covers of bed, familiar warmth flows through my body from the 1 gram of truffles dosage. Thoughts also flow more freely.
People who like to think that the game of human society is important and real can pretend without knowing they pretend, and be the ultimate actors and actresses on the stage. When I tire of that deceit and am bored by its momentary entertainment, another longing arises from deeper within. That same longing has stirred in me since childhood, more than sixty years, growing from a trickle to a river. Now the great river surpasses all else in my awareness and guides my life.
Noble thoughts of themselves have no value. Only when they are integrated through the quality of my responses and relationships in life can they take on any merit. My early morning rising does not suit my partner well in a living space too small for us. All philosophical thoughts do not change that, but an appropriate course of action will. We are making those choices together with a view towards an expanded lifestyle large enough for our diversity and differing biorhythms.
*
Today was an extremely challenging day with my partner, one of the toughest. It's not easy to live in a neurodiverse relationship, that is, neurotypical and Asperger's (me).
From my perspective, my mood was far more stable than in the past. Verbal attacks from her pain and stress did not affect me as before. I did not react or feel anger in return, but was not dumbed or deadened as by cannabis. By the end of the following day, we were both feeling more connected with each other.
Number: 6
Date: Friday, February 18, 2022
Time: 5:20 a.m.
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: Continuing on the theme of loosening up stiff and stuck behaviors in me, softening the edges of apparent boundaries between me and the 'other', and feeling emotional connection with myself and my partner — to be more relaxed, natural, authentic and fluid.
NOTES: After chewing truffles, I went back to sleep and had a dream in which a large rattlesnake slithered across the floor. I shouted 'rattlesnake!' and the snake went through cracks towards a darkened back room where my partner was laying on the floor. She stood up and I said, 'turn on all the lights'. We did, and the snake made no more appearance. I know from previous snake dreams and real-life encounters with rattlesnakes that snakes can have quite a positive interpretation.
This snake was vigorous and thick-bodied in appearance and vividly realistic, with a clear rattle. When I awakened from the dream, my first thoughts were, 'Now I need to watch for rattlesnakes.' Then I realized, on the Azores, there are no snakes.
Mid-morning I tackled a task towards which I had resistance from the night before. My crypto account got complicated by changing from American to European and having various devices. I got into chat with customer service and it was a long haul. Fortunately the agent was very patient, thorough and persevering. We finally resolved the issue together. What I noticed is that whereas in the past this would have stressed me to the bone, after the dosage and going through the technical support process with her, my mood was noticeably more even and stable and I felt more resilience.
Towards the end of the day, however, I was triggered by my partner's anger towards me. Last evening until now (mid-afternoon the following day) we've both been in a major funk.
Number: 7
Date: Sunday, February 20, 2022
Time: 4:36 a.m.
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: I open my heart, activate my pineal gland, and allow warmth and heart energy to flow from me and between my partner and me.
NOTES: After taking the dosage, I went back to sleep and had an extraordinary dream. In it, my partner and I were standing outside when a snake slithered towards us at eye level. It was unlike any snake I know of, almost white with light colorings of rose and green and a very long head. I understood it to be venomous and felt an instant of protective reaction towards my partner, but it came directly for me. I subdued fear, looked it in the eyes and spit at it. The snake looked me up and down, flickering its tongue. Then I awakened. The time was a little before 6 a.m.
Snake dreams have been rare in my experience, but since twice micro-dosing in the early morning and going back to sleep, I've dreamt of snakes twice. The Whole Human site has numerous references to snakes 🐍 which can be explored by using this link: https://www.wholehuman.emanatepresence.com/apps/search?q=snake
Number: 8
Date: Tuesday, February 22, 2022
Time: 4:53 a.m.
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: I open my heart, allow warmth and heart energy to flow, and feel connection with my partner.
NOTES: After taking the dosage, I did not sleep deeply, neither remember dreaming. However, in half-sleep upon awakening, I had a conversation with the white snake which appeared two nights ago in a dream vision.
Gary: What is your message for me?
Snake: Conquer your fear and you will see.
Gary: Did I conquer my fear of you?
Snake: Be honest with yourself and you will know.
Gary: I struggle with confidence.
Snake: Live from the heart.
Gary: That coming from a snake.
Snake: I am spirit, the same as you.
Gary: How can I live from the heart?
Snake: Faith in Spirit is your salvation.
It was a good day, of going into Horta town.
In the night, there were two dreams remembered. A spider crawled through a crack, and we talked.
In the second dream, my partner was in ice water with others. I stood on a platform over them looking to jump. When I let go of the footing, I was suspended shortly in air, then held in place by something. I straightened and pushed, and went into the realistically icy water. After bobbing head above water, I pushed myself under to be immersed and joined the others in the water.
Micro-dosing every-other-day has worked well for me, giving a feeling of consistency and staying on even-numbered days. However, I respect the advice of Microdose Pro to have some days off. Despite a desire to keep the every-other-day schedule, now since a six-dose strip is used, I plan to have more days between and return to it on Saturday, the 26th.
As Gino of Microdose Pro wrote:
"Following a microdosing protocol is important. Here’s why: Psilocybin works on your serotonin receptors, and it’s important to give them some rest. The effects of psilocybin can last up to three days, this is why we plan two days of ‘soberness’ after a microdose day.
"Also, the brain builds up a tolerance for psilocybin, this is why resting days are essential. As with everything in life, rest is the moment where you recover, and grow. A protocol helps you to be disciplined towards your microdosing practice, and to take rest when needed...."
Number: 9
Date: Tuesday, February 26, 2022
Time:
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: I open my heart, allow warmth and heart energy to flow, and feel connection with my partner. I am guided by my heart and soul.
NOTES:
Since micro-dosing in the early morning hours, the day prior to my micro-dose I prepare by popping the one gram into a water bottle lid. I cover that with the larger vitamin bottle lid, and turn them over, then slide into a small baggie which goes into the fridge. Microdose Pros recommends refrigerating after opening a bubble in the six dosage strip. Works well for me....
https://www.wholehuman.emanatepresence.com/blog/truffles
Number: 1
Date: Tuesday, February 8, 2022
Time: 7:56 a.m.
Dosage: .34 gram, chewed, on empty stomach
INTENTION: Today I relinquish and release all dualistic thoughts and behavior patterns in me, to the Unity of human and divine.
EVENTS: Walked to freguesia for certificate of residence.
3 p.m. Azores time: Workshop with Djai Baaten. Especially related to "higher psychological flexibility; patterns get loosened up; easier to do things in a different way; listen to feelings."
NOTES: Feel uplifted, good energy, stable. Pleasant warmth in my body all day.
Afterwards: Took a half spoon of kratom about 8 p.m., so 12 hours after truffles, and didn't have strong symptoms but just didn't feel well with it. Had puffy face in the morning, but that could be caused by other things.
Number: 2
Date: Thursday, February 10, 2022
Time: 7:11 a.m.
Dosage: .41 gram
INTENTION: Today I expand my capacity for human relationships by increasing and improving my felt emotional connection with myself and with my partner.
NOTES: At the end of Djai's workshop, I asked if he had experience with persons on the Autism Spectrum, with Asperger's like me. I told him I'd like to feel more emotional connection.
Number: 3
Date: Saturday, February 12, 2022
Time: 7:08 a.m.
Dosage: .53 gram
INTENTION: Today I loosen up rigid or stuck psychological and physical stiffness in me, and allow myself to respond and relate in a more relaxed, natural, fluid and authentic way.
NOTES: The effects of the truffles were very subtle today, and barely noticeable. I felt well, was aware at times of a pleasant warmth in my body, and for the past two nights have had nice dreams of friendly people helping each other.
Number: 4
Date: Monday, February 14, 2022
Time: 5:01
Dosage: .63 gram
INTENTION: I loosen up my psychological processes, to be more relaxed, natural, authentic, and fluid.
NOTES: Surprisingly, effects are less noticeable. It was a challenging day, perhaps I felt more stable and present than would have otherwise. Each day after truffles has seemed slightly elevated also, a little more adaptable. My dreams of the night have been unusual during this time of microdosing, still filled with friendly people helping each other. Tomorrow I go for 1 gram.
In the early morning hours, these words came to me:
• Perception of apparent boundaries separates me from AllThatIs in an illusion of self identity.
• Allowing apparent boundaries to soften in my perception opens the way to experience myself as AllThatIs, the non-separation of self and other.
• My devotion is towards the Unity of human and being.
• Meaning is a human value. Being has no meaning.
• The non-place of Being is the Void of pure potential.
• A decentralized human lives from an open Source ecosystem of One Being.
• Loosening stuck and rigid patterns enables me to be more relaxed, natural, authentic and fluid.
Number: 5
Date: Wednesday, February 16, 2022
Time: About 5 a.m.
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: I allow apparent boundaries to soften in my perception and experience myself as AllThatIs.
NOTES: Yesterday was the last of the kratom, less than half a small spoon. Hiked up to the main road, took bus to Horta, good steps towards residency. Legs feel pain but it's not as tough as anticipated. I'm glad to be getting off kratom, and it makes a nice transition to the truffles.
In this fifth hour of the morning, the sky has not yet lightened, and the February wind blows chill across the Azorean island. Under the covers of bed, familiar warmth flows through my body from the 1 gram of truffles dosage. Thoughts also flow more freely.
People who like to think that the game of human society is important and real can pretend without knowing they pretend, and be the ultimate actors and actresses on the stage. When I tire of that deceit and am bored by its momentary entertainment, another longing arises from deeper within. That same longing has stirred in me since childhood, more than sixty years, growing from a trickle to a river. Now the great river surpasses all else in my awareness and guides my life.
Noble thoughts of themselves have no value. Only when they are integrated through the quality of my responses and relationships in life can they take on any merit. My early morning rising does not suit my partner well in a living space too small for us. All philosophical thoughts do not change that, but an appropriate course of action will. We are making those choices together with a view towards an expanded lifestyle large enough for our diversity and differing biorhythms.
*
Today was an extremely challenging day with my partner, one of the toughest. It's not easy to live in a neurodiverse relationship, that is, neurotypical and Asperger's (me).
From my perspective, my mood was far more stable than in the past. Verbal attacks from her pain and stress did not affect me as before. I did not react or feel anger in return, but was not dumbed or deadened as by cannabis. By the end of the following day, we were both feeling more connected with each other.
Number: 6
Date: Friday, February 18, 2022
Time: 5:20 a.m.
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: Continuing on the theme of loosening up stiff and stuck behaviors in me, softening the edges of apparent boundaries between me and the 'other', and feeling emotional connection with myself and my partner — to be more relaxed, natural, authentic and fluid.
NOTES: After chewing truffles, I went back to sleep and had a dream in which a large rattlesnake slithered across the floor. I shouted 'rattlesnake!' and the snake went through cracks towards a darkened back room where my partner was laying on the floor. She stood up and I said, 'turn on all the lights'. We did, and the snake made no more appearance. I know from previous snake dreams and real-life encounters with rattlesnakes that snakes can have quite a positive interpretation.
This snake was vigorous and thick-bodied in appearance and vividly realistic, with a clear rattle. When I awakened from the dream, my first thoughts were, 'Now I need to watch for rattlesnakes.' Then I realized, on the Azores, there are no snakes.
Mid-morning I tackled a task towards which I had resistance from the night before. My crypto account got complicated by changing from American to European and having various devices. I got into chat with customer service and it was a long haul. Fortunately the agent was very patient, thorough and persevering. We finally resolved the issue together. What I noticed is that whereas in the past this would have stressed me to the bone, after the dosage and going through the technical support process with her, my mood was noticeably more even and stable and I felt more resilience.
Towards the end of the day, however, I was triggered by my partner's anger towards me. Last evening until now (mid-afternoon the following day) we've both been in a major funk.
Number: 7
Date: Sunday, February 20, 2022
Time: 4:36 a.m.
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: I open my heart, activate my pineal gland, and allow warmth and heart energy to flow from me and between my partner and me.
NOTES: After taking the dosage, I went back to sleep and had an extraordinary dream. In it, my partner and I were standing outside when a snake slithered towards us at eye level. It was unlike any snake I know of, almost white with light colorings of rose and green and a very long head. I understood it to be venomous and felt an instant of protective reaction towards my partner, but it came directly for me. I subdued fear, looked it in the eyes and spit at it. The snake looked me up and down, flickering its tongue. Then I awakened. The time was a little before 6 a.m.
Snake dreams have been rare in my experience, but since twice micro-dosing in the early morning and going back to sleep, I've dreamt of snakes twice. The Whole Human site has numerous references to snakes 🐍 which can be explored by using this link: https://www.wholehuman.emanatepresence.com/apps/search?q=snake
Number: 8
Date: Tuesday, February 22, 2022
Time: 4:53 a.m.
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: I open my heart, allow warmth and heart energy to flow, and feel connection with my partner.
NOTES: After taking the dosage, I did not sleep deeply, neither remember dreaming. However, in half-sleep upon awakening, I had a conversation with the white snake which appeared two nights ago in a dream vision.
Gary: What is your message for me?
Snake: Conquer your fear and you will see.
Gary: Did I conquer my fear of you?
Snake: Be honest with yourself and you will know.
Gary: I struggle with confidence.
Snake: Live from the heart.
Gary: That coming from a snake.
Snake: I am spirit, the same as you.
Gary: How can I live from the heart?
Snake: Faith in Spirit is your salvation.
It was a good day, of going into Horta town.
In the night, there were two dreams remembered. A spider crawled through a crack, and we talked.
In the second dream, my partner was in ice water with others. I stood on a platform over them looking to jump. When I let go of the footing, I was suspended shortly in air, then held in place by something. I straightened and pushed, and went into the realistically icy water. After bobbing head above water, I pushed myself under to be immersed and joined the others in the water.
Micro-dosing every-other-day has worked well for me, giving a feeling of consistency and staying on even-numbered days. However, I respect the advice of Microdose Pro to have some days off. Despite a desire to keep the every-other-day schedule, now since a six-dose strip is used, I plan to have more days between and return to it on Saturday, the 26th.
As Gino of Microdose Pro wrote:
"Following a microdosing protocol is important. Here’s why: Psilocybin works on your serotonin receptors, and it’s important to give them some rest. The effects of psilocybin can last up to three days, this is why we plan two days of ‘soberness’ after a microdose day.
"Also, the brain builds up a tolerance for psilocybin, this is why resting days are essential. As with everything in life, rest is the moment where you recover, and grow. A protocol helps you to be disciplined towards your microdosing practice, and to take rest when needed...."
Number: 9
Date: Tuesday, February 26, 2022
Time:
Dosage: 1 gram
INTENTION: I open my heart, allow warmth and heart energy to flow, and feel connection with my partner. I am guided by my heart and soul.
NOTES:
Since micro-dosing in the early morning hours, the day prior to my micro-dose I prepare by popping the one gram into a water bottle lid. I cover that with the larger vitamin bottle lid, and turn them over, then slide into a small baggie which goes into the fridge. Microdose Pros recommends refrigerating after opening a bubble in the six dosage strip. Works well for me....